Ramble and Update.

I've been lacking in the posts lately. A lot of nothing going on, but yet I've been too busy for some alone time to even think. It's weird. I'm sure you have all been there at one point.

Currently I am listening to the Goo Goo Dolls Greatest Hits album. It's kind of weird that they have one of those already because it feels like yesterday I would listen to Matt and Cam play their songs, and hearing them on the radio. They have become the music I go to for comfort. To remind me of the times where everything was what it seemed, and I was so innocent. I am really still getting used to growing up, and dealing with things as they should be dealt with. I am struggling to keep my innocent thoughts. The state of mind where is everything is what it seems. Because I am tired of disappointment.
I've never ever had so many thoughts in my head. In fact, I'm not sure what I've been using my brain for, for the last 18 years of my life. I think about a million things at once, and it doesn't stop. It's gotten to the point where when I'm alone with my thoughts, I'm not alone at all. It sounds strange to some, but I'm sure some of you understand.

Now that I've rambled, I'll update on some things that have happened the past few days.
A week ago, my buddy from High School, Cameron Page, got his mission call to the Washington D.C. South Mission.
One of my best friends Matt Green received the office of an Elder, and he asked me to stand in the circle. It was an awesome experience, and I nearly teared up. I am so, so proud of that kid and the changes he has made to get where he his, and to go where he is going.
I've started my lengthy series of visitation to the dentist. And I haven't enjoyed it so far, and it's only been the cleaning.
I've realized many things that are beginning to change my perspective on life. Sometimes I'm afraid I am becoming a bitter, crazy person. But my friends and family have helped me to realize that I am not becoming a person I shouldn't be.
I stopped by Mr. Mac the other day, and checked out the suits I have to choose from for my first one. And am so stoked for Monday when I get it tailored.

I have decided that suits are the thing I want to wear for the rest of my life. Especially since I'll be working for the British MI-6 as a double-0.