I shiver at the thought..

I shiver at the thought of a physical Examination because it usually includes 3 things:
Peeing on demand, because I forget to "prepare".
The uncomfortable part, need I say more? (Why is it always so cold in that office?!)
and Needles.

I had my physical today for my papers, and I didn't enjoy any of it. Especially the needles. Blood draw, and a Tuberculosis test. AND I have to go back tomorrow to give my urine sample in the cup they sent home, and to get my results for the TB test. Very fun stuff.

On another note, my dental work is pretty much done. Another appointment or two, and it's over with! For two years, at least.

Just thought I might update you folks who glance at this blog every once in a while. I'm very excited for the next couple weeks. It should be pretty action-packed. I hope to have my call within a month. But we'll see.
Just thinking about it gets my heart racing.

Well please stick around and enjoy some of my favorite Sunday music, and some blogs of my family and friends.

--Jordan.

Our work is not finished, therefore they will burn us not.

As I woke up this morning, Justin told me the cable and internet was out, and starting going on about how Comcast keeps screwing things up, and how stupid it was. So I looked at him and said "Maybe it's a blessing that the cable is out on Sunday" And he looked at me like I was crazy. "It's a blessing that the cable and internet is out? Whatever." But as I got home from church, I had nothing to do so I was looking through Justin's movies, and came upon a John Bytheway video on the Heroes of the Book of Mormon. I was spiritually enlightened more than I could have been watching mindless TV or on the computer.

Alma's quote about his work not being finished was mentioned in Brother Bytheway's talk, and it has great meaning. Everything has a purpose. Much like the cable being out today, if we look at it as a blessing, we can see that it is. We can see the Lord blessing us with circumstances that can help us grow.

The quote also brings the thought, If I'm not dead, my work is not done. Which helps me realize that as long as I live, I must strive to do the will of the Lord.

We have been born of Nephi of Old, to goodly parents who love the Lord.
We have been taught and we understand that we must do as the Lord commands.
We are as the army of Heleman. We have been taught in our youth.
And we will be the Lord's missionaries to bring the world his truth.

My First Suit.

I picked up my very first suit ever yesterday from Mr. Mac. I went home and tried it on for Lauryn and Justin, and even put on the Elder Marcum tag that Chris had handed down to me when he got home. Lauryn almost cried I think. It was a cool feeling to be wearing what I will be tracting in, and in just a few months. I'm all that more excited! And it's tough to just sit here and wait. But I will have to deal with that.


I thought I would share with all of you some thoughts I gathered in church today.
In priesthood, we talked about apostasy among members of the church, and how not to apostasize. One quote that Brother Wright, a neighbor and faithful member, had stated was "Idle hands; devils workshop. Idle mind; devils playground." If you take a few moments and ponder what that statement really means, it is very ture. If we are not moving forward, we are sliding back. We have to keep ourselves constantly busy in the things of the Lord in order to keep a firm grip on the Iron Rod.
I have found this to be true constantly in my own life. If I decide to put my scriptures down for a few days, and just live my life like a "normal" person, I often get lost, and caught up in the things of the world. And it is no slow process. If we stay idle in our hearts and minds, that is satans biggest tool.
I love this gospel, and I have constantly found myself proving it in daily circumstances. I invite all of you to look at each and every miracle in your daily lives. And then remember who those miracles come from.

I love you all.

Ramble and Update.

I've been lacking in the posts lately. A lot of nothing going on, but yet I've been too busy for some alone time to even think. It's weird. I'm sure you have all been there at one point.

Currently I am listening to the Goo Goo Dolls Greatest Hits album. It's kind of weird that they have one of those already because it feels like yesterday I would listen to Matt and Cam play their songs, and hearing them on the radio. They have become the music I go to for comfort. To remind me of the times where everything was what it seemed, and I was so innocent. I am really still getting used to growing up, and dealing with things as they should be dealt with. I am struggling to keep my innocent thoughts. The state of mind where is everything is what it seems. Because I am tired of disappointment.
I've never ever had so many thoughts in my head. In fact, I'm not sure what I've been using my brain for, for the last 18 years of my life. I think about a million things at once, and it doesn't stop. It's gotten to the point where when I'm alone with my thoughts, I'm not alone at all. It sounds strange to some, but I'm sure some of you understand.

Now that I've rambled, I'll update on some things that have happened the past few days.
A week ago, my buddy from High School, Cameron Page, got his mission call to the Washington D.C. South Mission.
One of my best friends Matt Green received the office of an Elder, and he asked me to stand in the circle. It was an awesome experience, and I nearly teared up. I am so, so proud of that kid and the changes he has made to get where he his, and to go where he is going.
I've started my lengthy series of visitation to the dentist. And I haven't enjoyed it so far, and it's only been the cleaning.
I've realized many things that are beginning to change my perspective on life. Sometimes I'm afraid I am becoming a bitter, crazy person. But my friends and family have helped me to realize that I am not becoming a person I shouldn't be.
I stopped by Mr. Mac the other day, and checked out the suits I have to choose from for my first one. And am so stoked for Monday when I get it tailored.

I have decided that suits are the thing I want to wear for the rest of my life. Especially since I'll be working for the British MI-6 as a double-0.